Friday, December 2, 2011

December

Will you love me in December as you do in May before ?
Will you love me in the good old fashioned way that i like most ?
When my hair as all turned grey,
Will you kiss me and say,
"Yes, i love you as i do in May before".
 
:')

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

.

You can't make someone love you, 
all you can do is be someone who can be loved, 
the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.
:)

Monday, November 28, 2011

Yuna - Penakut

Tak semua kau rancang akan berlaku
Mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku
Entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta
Mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja

Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil baginya
Ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku
Ini tidak adil untuk engkau bertanya jika aku mencintaimu juga
Tidak adil tidak adil baginya

Kau tak penah cuba memahami aku
Cinta kau ucap kau tak penah engkau tunjuk
Dan bila tiba saat ku kehilangan
Beban yang tak penah kau cuba ringankan

Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil baginya
ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku
ini tidak adil untuk engkau bertanya jika aku mencintaimu juga
Kau bukan milikku

Dan aku memang penakut
Mengakui cinta kepadamu
Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
Bila bersamamu

Kau bukan milikku
Dan engkau pun tahu
Kau bukan milikku

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Almost

I have always, essentially, been waiting. Waiting to become something else, waiting to be that person I always thought I was on the verge of becoming, waiting for that life I thought I would have. In my head, I was always one step away. In high school, I was biding my time until I could become the college version of myself, the one my mind could see so clearly. In college, the post-college “adult” person was always looming in front of me, smarter, stronger, and more organized. For many years, literally, I have waited to become the thin version of myself, because that’s when life will really begin. And through all that waiting, here I am. My life is passing, day by day, and I am waiting for it to start. I am waiting for that time, that person, that event when my life will finally begin. I am good at waiting. That seemed like a sad thing to be good at. And I’m waiting to fly really far. Uncounted distance. I’m waiting that perfect time. Then, no more to be wait for. Because that is hard being left behind. It's hard to be the one who stays.


Thank you Allah.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Ah Hah !


nak google fun anime. terjumpe benda alah nie.
haha! (gelak besar). know why? 
because it's happened to me most all the times.
phheeewwwwwwwwwwwwwww --"

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Mother


                                                                                              M-O-T-H-E-R

                                                                 "M" is for the million things she gave me,
                                                                 "O" means only that she's growing old,
                                                                 "T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
                                                                 "H" is for her heart of purest gold;
                                                                 "E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining,
                                                                 "R" means right, and right she'll always be,

                                              
                                                                  Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER,"

                                                                    A word that means the world to me.

                                                                                      SAYANG UMMI !

New!

hi! dapat detect anything baru ? atau tak notice pun. 
(perasan sorang sorang) pphhewwww......
up above there. is the header of my blog. 
there's a 'orang lidi' girl standing right ?
u know why i put 'orang lidi' there ?
instead of sexy. gorgeous. awesome me.
(statement tak menahan)
background here is actually black and white of cartoons character.
really nice. tapi macam tak kene dengan title blog. hmmmm......
yes! i'm a bit 'lidi girl' BUT with big appetite.
more on food. all type of food. anything.
for sure Halal and especially mum-made.
(motif sangat tulis benda alah nie. macam tak cukup makan lak)


--"

Adakah ?

adakah masyar persis seperti ini ?
mungkin sesak di dunia. ada polis guide or escort untuk 'melegakan'. 
mungkin sakit di kalangan begini. ada ambulance hantar ke hospital.
bagaimana yang 'nanti' nya matahari sejengkal di kepala setiap satu ?
bagaimana yang 'nanti' nya berlalu mengesot atau up side down itu ?
beruntunglah bagi golongan yang telah di janjikan dan di sayangi.
Ya Rabb.
aku juga mahu. ummi abah. kakak. adik adik. kaum saudara. umat islam. 
malu aku memohon meminta kerna tidak cukup itu ini lagi. 
apa mungkin di dengar di terima atau......... 'nau'zubillah'.
subahanallah*

:')

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

LOLX!

oh gila lawak!
dengan masalah font size entry at blog aku nie.
pohon maaf kalau si pembaca terpaksa menggunakan kanta.
kalau tak lawak dengan sungguh sungguh lawak.
aku ta gelak pepagi bute tadi.
benda alah nie appear at wall home.
aku tak paham kentut dalam toilet kene charge RM0.50? wth!
kentut at public free ape. tak tahu lah ade filter gas kentut ke hape.
kalau tengah boring. tension pasal font size ke --"
korang boleh check this out here
more knowledge. information. joke. surprise. and etc. 
hope abg botak boleh bagi siket payment promote blog dia. HEHE

XOXO

Poppy

wake up in the morning. then, discover something 'bout 'poppy'.
macam biasa. early in the morning. eh? early? 
reading newspaper online. 
then, surprise!
Poppy is a fruity floral with notes of cucumber flower, mandarin, freesia, jasmine, water lily, gardenia, crème brûlée accord, cedarwood, sandalwood, vanilla and whipped marshmallow.
auummmmm!

malas celoteh panjang. malas goreng panas panas.
just check this out here and read more.

this of what i'm talking about

i heart poppy

:)

Friday, October 14, 2011

Ya Rabb

Ya Allah.
Jika kau datangkan 'ia' untuk menguji keluarga kami.
Jika kau tetapkan supaya kami redha dengan hakikat itu.
Jika kau jadikan kami pilihan untuk diuji.
Jika semua itu 'ya' belaka.

Ya Allah.
Kau kuatkan kami sekeluarga untuk menghadapinya.
Kau limpahkan kami dengan keredhaan untuk menerima hakikat itu.
Kau kebalkan kesabaran untuk kami tabahkan diri ini.
Kau maha 'semua itu' Ya Allah.



Aku redha* Amin :')

Monday, October 10, 2011

No, i don't have a boyfriend.
But i know a guy that would be mad,
if he heard me say that.

iheartpoppy

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Mr. Sketcher

On this 24th Sept:

I may not be able to give you the best gifts today, but my thoughts and wishes are with you on this special day. For the first time, you hold my hand in our first date. I’m ashamed. But I do realise you’ll be my officially boyfriend, but you are my best friend first. Even though we may be far apart, but never far enough to forget the start of  bright new relationship that lived in our hearts. Isn’t? This year may be full of surprises and your first one comes from me. And last but not least, for your birthday today, I do wish you were here but in deep I’m about glad that you are part of my life. Happy Birthday! And ILYFDM!

your favorite ♥ !

and we both favorite ! 
:)

Thursday, September 8, 2011

DOMO

is actually of what i do believe:
D- doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin    brother.
O- of prosperity mortals can never have enough.
M- mankind is made great or little by its own will.
O- only the educated are free.

So,
i do  DOMO




instead of 'domo' really did cute lots much indeed :p
:)

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Just Because


just because i don't care, doesn't mean i don't understand
just because i can, doesn't mean i will
just because u can't see me, doesn't mean i'm not there
just because i'm 'kinky', doesn't mean i'm easy
i am a person. i am a special. 
just because i am.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

That's Karma


There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, “now that you can see the world, will you marry me?”
The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying:
“Just take care of my eyes dear."
(summarize from the story of The Blind Girl) 

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Hacked !

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tapi nad lagi awesome dari poppy♥. HAHA!

Saturday, August 13, 2011

20 already ?

hello peeps.
yes. i'm the owner of this blog. and i'm 20.
i don't really believe what is just happening right here.
still pretending*
but here goes with my wishes that lead for my birthday.
i'm not gonna elaborate more. which sound like a fairy tale story sometimes.
but for this 9th August. well, actually 4(four) days ago*
okay. for this 20th birthday.
i do really wanna start some new books. instead of change myself a bit.
because i do realize, i really need to change before i have to change.
even though no title 'teens' for me anymore. but trust me.
being twenty is not a sin. it's a gift.
because God always gave us a gift of life. up until then.
it is up to us to give ourselves the gift of living well. and i'm learning.
when i 6 years old, i used to be a good kid.
but as i get older, i'm grumpy and terrible with 'them'.
'they' all knew that. too subjective with the word 'them', 'they' there*
but it is lovely, when i forget all birthdays, including my own,
to find somebody remembers me.
and it's worked! thanks friends. buddies. for wishing. for celebrating (:
thanks for this ♥ and this ♥. so sweet. so nice.
really appreciate that. really really do appreciate that.
and thanks poppy for the ride to Melaka. and celebrating.
got something then from him. sound like a kiss i got. but..
i'm a Domo's crazy. and i dying hard for that. LOL!
then i supposed to have this. right below here*

grrrr. see? if u heard Kungfu Panda. but i got Kungfu Domo. Watcha!
nice art there right? --" i do really proud with my poppy :p

don't ask me why he called me 'wangi'. please.
it's gonna lead with a long story then. 

instead of having,
80% of laziness
15% of wanna go back to bed
5% of a bit hungry during this fasting month.
i think i'm gonna stop here.
well, Salam Ramadhan. and Happy Birthday u little girl.

:)

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Somebody said


If you press me to say why I loved him, I can say no more than because he was he, and I was I. 

Nadhil Izwan

he's not my boyfriend. or even my gay partner.
he's my friend. my friend of friend actually.
well. say hello then to Nadel aka Abg Del :p
there's link there. his FB.
(dia hanya approve jejaka kachak dan awek cun) sorry*
i do write this entry because of damn bored.
and whenever i ask him to read my entry. he replied.
"nama aku ade ta at entry ko?" --"

N- not bad in action. poyo lebey je tengok. jangan delete*
A- a lil bit 'berani'. nak pegi ATM pon kene teman. sape teman $50. ade tak ?
D- damn twitterholic. follow him at here.
H- haruslah sabar. dia seorang yg kachak ea gadis gadis.
I- i'm the one who always said of what the above told u. HAHA!
L- LOL. (gila habis idea) tolong tolong*

I- i think he got girlfriend already. kan kan ?
Z- Zzzzzzzzzzz + Nyuuummmmm = Gemok. dia kata.
W- whatever it is...
A- a true friend is the one that...
N- never let his or her companion that casts u in the shade :)

that's it ! i'm done.
Nadhil Izwan upah ? HAHA!
sorry no pic. i'm about not sure to put it.
(nanti ko lagi glamour dari aku) HAHA!
eh? bukanbukan. mana boleh letak pic without permission owner.
Okay.

:)

Monday, July 18, 2011

Borrow and Snap

i do borrowed. and then snapped. 
status: Pashmina ummi punya
location: bloody bedroom
mood: acah acah cun.

thanks.



:)

I'm a Domo Bestfriend


somebody drop the sketch. who did that? love u
GF or BF
i ♥ domo

:) 

There's people

when fail, you learn from the mistakes you made and it motivates you to work even harder.
believe in yourself. have faith in your abilities.
without a humble but reasonable confidence 
in your own powers you cannot be
SUCCESSFUL or HAPPY.
*because*
i can, therefore i am.

:)

Friday, July 8, 2011

Mr. A

The thought of this is killing me, it's been on my mind .
Can't believe it's been right here after all this time .
And even though I love you I can't seem to find someone who cares the way you do
You know, I love the way we're always been nothing more than friends .
So why do I give every man the stand up .
Thought I was over this but once again I'm comparing you to him .
And I find that there's no you in him at matters

Boy even though your my bestfriend
I can't help it whenever I compare you to him
It's like I always do this
With every single man
And I hate that I can't find someone who's worth my time
Just like my bestfriend .

And I know you hear me say this all the time
I don't do relationships cause I'm on my grind.
But see your part of this
Because I just can't find someone who knows me like you do
Always brought out the good in me
Don't know just what you see,
Whatever it is, no other guy has even tried .
Remember when you left one day and turned around to say "your my bestfriend"
And right there you made me cry .

Even though your my bestfriend
I can't help it whenever I compare you to him
It's like I always do this
With every single man
And I hate that I can't find someone whos worth my time
Just like my bestfriend .

I'm trying to let you know
A part of me just can't let this go
Never had a friend, one who understands
with you it felt so free
I don't know whatchu did .
But I know whatever it is
I'm so thankful for you
I'm so grateful for you
Even though the things I told you ..

Lend your ears for this too. Thanks for spending the time here.

#if 'you' read this. then you realize who is 'Mr.A' that i'm talk'n 'bout.
  yes. i'm talk'n 'bout u. all the words were there. i have no more. 
  thanks. 

Monday, June 13, 2011

It's Just

Never say 'i love u' if you don't care.
Never talk about feelings if they aren't not there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never look in the eyes when all of what you do are lies.

*because*

The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love,
when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways.

Monday, May 16, 2011

Happy Teacher's Day


i adore her. and up until now i am adore her 100%. 
she's my English teacher.
my partner when i'm getting nervous during public speaking.
help me with debate indeed.
my friend when i'm having craps everywhere and need to story then.
my speaking partner. esp in English.
she is Madam Zuraida Dzukafly.
because i do believe ;
The dream begins with a teacher who believes in you, who tugs and pushes and leads you to the next plateau, sometimes poking you with a sharp stick called “truth.”

Thank You Teacher.
:)

Friday, April 22, 2011

Woah !


ta perasan pon 1st person comment. 
*hidungkembangkempis*
bab bab parents ni semangat siket eden.
but what the massage that write down there is actually right n i do agree
for what n whatever ILOVEUMMIABAH

:)

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Knock Knock



You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes.
You can steer yourself in any direction you choose.
You’re on your own.
And you know what you know.
You are the guy who’ll decide where to go.
Dr.Seuss

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Follow

when i was 5 years old,
  my mom always told me that happiness was the key to life.
when i went to school, they asked what i wanted to be when i grew up.
i wrote down "happy".
they laughed.
they told me i didn't understand the assignment.
but i told them back that they didn't understand LIFE.

:)

Big Boy and Big Girl ?

title entry kasi berasap tuan punya badan . haha .
okay . even already wish trough phone n call . still gedik na publish*
:hey u there! what ? oh, yes. both of u . Happy Birthday ! ! ! !

to Kak Tin,
okay. i have to admit that i really love being stubborn when the part by your side. i really really love did those things and now i need to apologize, but wait! it doesn't mean that i'll stop behave like that :p the real is your kindness takes my breath away and the part that your good nature shown melt my heart. serious! hence, semoga kak tin and your life flow always diberkati dan diredhai. bertambah umur and and bertambah rezeki. kak tin, you actually did almost what the elder sister have to done by. thus, i always loved being your little sister and and deep inside i really love you. (geli tak?) Ummi told ade party kecilkecilan :p so, to be honest, CAN'T WAIT FOR DA PARTTYYYEEAAHHHHH !!!!!!!!!
eh ? ade pic kite time dulu dulu lah. date at Pudu. kuangkuangkuang :D

zaman google google dulu.

hey you, you'r definitely legal now. let's cheers! chahahha :D and the fact is you'r getting older that me. remember what the frig'n happening from the past 4 month i guess. but i'm glad we'r still best friend :) actually, i don't have such beautiful words to be tribute then. tapi nad just hope that cael diberkati sepanjang dalam going through your life. by the way, its another day for you, God picked another petals of your flower (age), wishing your flower may bloom for years. and and have something for you (kinda murahmurah gift lah). pppfffttttt :p but i've got something for you that for staying younger is live honestly, eat slowly, and and LIE 'bout your age. chahahaha :D anyway, HAPPY BORNDAY !!!!!!
eh ? nad got pic dulu dulu kite jugak lah. tape ke na put in here ? what ? 
owh, thanks for da permission :p dan dan je*

from the past, never feel like blast

#Allah selamatkan kamu,
 Allah selamatkan kamu,
 Allah selamatkan kamu berDua,
 Allah selamatkan kamu.
 (potong kek nya potong kek nya potong kek nya :p)

freak'n rock cupcake's birthday :D

:)

Friday, April 8, 2011

They Killed Me

yes!
they killed me. ugh !
here just pieces of picture that shake me off.
so, for those wanna try 'killing' yourself just click here. no doubt*

wanna hook your sweater lah

DD  ade jual ta shirt cenggini ? 
simple but cruel :p

nerdy look. pape hell i love ur polka
oo ammjayyy o_O

punk B&W. for those kurus sahaja boley ta :p

his glasses smoking hot.
once those couple cross. awww =..=
pardon? oh, yes. he's ma bf. shoes + cap = <3
wedding cosplay boley ta ? :D
cute !
adore this one. that's it !

that's all. thanks viewing 

:)




#dari lepaklepak + kachak bergaya at depan Pavilion.
  ape salah korang buat own site, tengok feedback orangramai.
  and and bet this Tokyo Fashion. see ?
  because who's care? u wanna dressed? shorty? legging? jumpsuit?
  as long as. not NAKED. chahahahaa :D 

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Buffering ........

ddeeerrrhhhhhhh bbooowwwwwrrriiinnggggggggg . . . . . . . .
(ENTRY SOME KINDA BORED, PLEASE TAKE OFF YOUR SEPASANG MATA OR EVEN CLICK THE RED 'X', makcikkornahnihnabebelhapehapentahgilerlahhabesgilerlah)

i have to be better while i'm growing older. actually not just me. everyone. yes! everyone.
because life isn't 'bout finding yourself, it is actually creating yourself. 
and now, i am 'bout realized something that to live in a creative life we must lose our fear of being wrong.
yeah! that's it! (berusaha mem-positive-kan diri)

i don't wanna a life is just for me to stay and feel. bored right ? 
because i do believe if the man who views the world at 50 the same as he did at 20 has wasted 30 years of his life. ah come on. i don't wanna it real happen to me. please. 
but it is not the strongest species (kejam sangat ke bunyi?) that survive, nor the most intelligent, it is actually 
the one who most responsive to change gonna be pass all tasks.
i wanna be cenggitu lah ! ! not 100%, but at least 77% pon jadik lah :)

tapi it's really need some link to discover all that and perhaps encourage me.
what 'bout friend ? yes! ade je. tinggi ? kurus ? smart ? genius ? hot ?
in this case, i don't really care what type they were in. 
because friendship with one's self is all important, because without it one cannot be friends with others.
make friends, spread love.

eh ? jap. love ? what do love is all 'bout indeed ?
i love my boyfriend. i love my girlfriend. haha . (bahagia oh bahagia)
if u have it definitely u don't need anything else. eh ? yeke ? let see .....
once u got the broken heart. anything can happen. 
for such it is for sale* or even cut the chest and end the suffer. ccrrraaazzzyyeeaahhhh!
and and and some people believe that ;
"the hottest love has the coldest end". wow ! (ini mesti kes revenge habes) haha.

tapi even do how inspired the quote of love for me. 
they all can't bet with my Ummi said;
"if u love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours.
 but then, if they don't, they never were."

keep smile. and and enjoy your joy with full of happiness okaaayyyhhhh. 
it is actually malumalu plus plus i am some kinda shy shy cat to say this.
okaayyyhhhhh cakap lah ape na cakap. i just wanna say ...
........
.....
...
..
.
tade keje da na doodle doodle neh 

#ok. roommate da semua tido. demmmmmm* awal lagi kot.
  for those tade klas pagi lah kan. chahahahha:D
  nite nite. soolleeyyyyyy sooolleeyyyyy. ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

...

An Incident 
X : Did u see him ?
Me : Huh ?
X : He's so cute and and OMG see ? He's walking toward. Humaigod .. Humaigod ...
Me : Is that da striking green shirt with da broom on his hand while holding the black plastic bag ?
X : What da eyes that u'r using ? ? Huhh .....
Me : I don't know. But it's a gifted. 
X : #%**%xyz##*%

You think love sucks because you and your partner had a little fight. 
That's nothing. 
At least you both still love each other. 

Loving someone who doesn't love you back, SUCKS.
Loving someone who loves your best friend, SUCKS. 

And then just when you think you are getting over a guy, he plays this little game and he says he likes you, you date, and then he dumps you and the whole thing starts over again. 
Love sucks. Life sucks. Everything sucks.

I thanked 'cuz imma not such a lovelorn.

:)

Saturday, March 26, 2011

A Letter

Dear Teeha,

Today i am excited 'bout everything. Even do i not really performed well in my test just now. But i just do what i want. It's not 'bout people are saying, it's 'bout me. And i don't care at all. Nowadays, not only the real people have many words of wisdom, but frictional characters can too. Then, i heard something bad happened to you. And i'm sorry.


But, sometimes you just have to watch the broken pieces fall to the ground and walk away, no matter how much you want to fix it. No one falls in love by choice, it is by chance. No one also falls in love by chance, but then it is  by work. For you dear, no one falls out of love by chance, it is actually by choice. It's maybe something that he had made and let it be just look like the 'broke'. It's just, not the answer yet.


But, after all, if it is possible, as far as it depends on you. Just live at peace with everyone. But again dear, don't be afraid to change. Yes, you may lose something good, but you may gain something even better.


For me, no matter what sad, happy, joy, fun, failure, success, heartbreak, in love, or even alone in this real life. The life that really i want to live only exists in my daydreams. Then, here got funny quote that i really do eager to share "If the Barbie isn't a slut, then, why do people have to buy her boyfriends?". Hot stuff right? But not that kinda stuff please. HaHa.

Just wanna see a big smile like this :) or even better like this :D perhaps like this ^_^