Wednesday, January 26, 2011

there's always be

i never know how strong i am 
until being strong is the only choice i have .
because 
if  life was easy 
where would the adventures be ?
that's it !

:)

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Dua Dunia

ta tahu mcm manew buley melayan omegle . bosan tahap gaban kot .
tp for this type of chatt'n space nie kene aty aty . n make sure u'r not have'n a wrong stranger .
da name pon stranger cela manew na tahu right or wrong . adesh !
tp tp . kat chatt'n space nie got 3 common type of stranger lah .
1st yg seriously wana make'n friends .
2nd yg sumpah bapak bored giler na mati .
3rd yg type nie mmg aku taley bla . horney type . eeyyuuuww .
so , smlm punyer smlm . i've got conversation wif Chris .
Chris is an american . dpt pulak yg same age same interest . walaweyh .
he's do adore paramore . n goes to me then . haha . 
tp si Chris nie serius fun n lolx sumtimes . :p tp overall fun lah .
sempat la exchange skype id . tp skype ku on progress skang . =.='
*sape suruh ko memandai kacau sett'n*
net connection low smlm punyer smlm . so, juz a short conversation lah .
*na printscreen bnyk bnyk pon malas lah* so,here the last short conversation .
 :) 
click to enlarge 

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Di Hari Pagi

"jum la makan ngn kiteorg kul11suku ea" argh ! ! kau org mmg saje an . =.='
hambik cikyasin , aku wish gud moning na tebenam matahari kang baru tahu . haha .
semalam got quite long conversation wif atox . imysm* ta tipu .
plann'n for this CNY . hopefully kita kuar lagi ea . 
accord'n to ur story saya tahu awk got prob . but i know u strong enough r8 .
even gelak gelak je keje nyer . haha . t buley la kite topup hapiness level ea . :D
for this sem we dun ever meet an an an . in bracket actly saya sdg bersave'n :p
i'm also hope'n for da same . ea ea ea . n i've sumting for u . 
till wait ea . smlm tecakap pulak . tp naseb baek pandai reverse :p 
oraip ! till then . papai . 
have a nice day everybody (ever rie boo dii ) haha . 0_o

Friday, January 21, 2011

Paylux ?

actly the title there pelat tue . mengkayakan bahasa . :p
berbicara dgn org pelat mmg kene dgr betul betul in other word peka . 
then i have it just now . tapi part yg dier tnyer aku balik . 
"sume org gelak lau aku ckp , asal ko ta gelak , ko tahan eyk ?"
asal na gelak pulak ? ta paham lah . org siap fully concentrate hape ?
rupe rupe nye dier pelat latter 's' . tapi aku ta perasan pon .
he's one of ma myspce fren . da lame da . tetibe na call'n call'n lak hai .
even ku dulu just chatt'n je . ta pena pon dgr suare dier . haha .
rindu lah tue ? :p then now baru aku tahu y he refused to on call wif me . 
dulu pon ku pelat jugak . ta reti sebot 'z' . name aku an ade hurup 'z' .
so , practise lah sebut name sendiri hari hari . hari hari ok .
                   *fatin najirah* fatin najirah * fatin najirah*
bunyik nyer time pelat dulu . haha . then now , da perfectly buley sebot .
fatin nadzirah . fatin nadzirah . fatin nadzirah . haaaa . :p
hey buddy ! i'll never look dwn toward any others .
to have u as ma fren is dfinetly i do appreciate most . thanx God*
like ma mum always tell'n me .
"never look down to anyone else , unless u help them up" 
niway , nice to know u . keep in touch k . :)

heaven ! argh !

dapat pulak class cancel . helamak ! !
da smart smart buat slide for presentation kan . buley pulak cancel .
ta di lupa juga kepada 'saudara' yg suda dress up formal di petang tadi .
pegi kelas , hafal bagai for da best perform an , awal 30 minit pulak .
1st attender lak hai . bukak air-cond bagai . lampu beres on . kipas kasi pusing .
*tut tut*
dapat tahu kelas cancel . wooooohhhhoooo ! 
menangis kegembiraan* :p ta dapek den na nolong . 
pape pon semangat anda wajar di puji actly . susa na jmpe student mcm tue skang.
gua salute lu der . gua bukan maen liat na attend classs ptg ptg nih .
jumaat pulak an . lu dtg dtg . siap well-prepared bagai .
gua salute lah lu . caayyaaaa laaaa . haip !
# komentar komentar anda bagi setiap entry saya buley di shout at Maki Maki .
   kalau rase mcm ta puas aty la an* puas aty pon ade kene respond jgk :p
   sekian . terima kasih . ber break1st bersama biskut made in dining pulak . 
   mee sedap separuh masak . da mcm getah aku mkn . 
   gara gara masak air then maen game . :p
waaaa chhaauuww :)

Thursday, January 20, 2011

what is supposed

thaipusam ? ?selamat hari pecah kelapa ! ! 
hari ni mmg nekad lah tana buek apo apo . haha .
da wish da at 'atox' aku . teruja giler dier . ingt na post at wall , terus dapat warning . 
btw , what is supposed ? dan dan jer title mcm na gempaq , habaq mai lah !
can't wait for this CNY ! ! arghh ! !
ta kire ta kire . na balik na balik . 
kalaulah jumaat tade klas . mmg rabu terus cabot kot . 
tade mkne nye . na duk at segaramat nie lama lama . 


*stuck tetibe 'mona' panjat tingkap nie ha*


supposed cuti cuti gini kene lah bersetadi , berulangkuji , berbuat latihon .
as 1 m'sia kene la appreciate perayaan each m'sian members :p
tapi da mcm hape . tebongkang at katil . wif lappy . chatt'n . post'n entry .
kalau at ruma nie mmg sah sah la ummi mara . adesh ! 
jgn jgn . kalau lah beliau tahu . errrrkkkkkkkk =.='
ok ok . daaa ~ na mandi daaaa ~ 
sape yg da mandi pagi tadi tue . belum tentu tentu badan korang korang berbau harum now on :p
entry skang nie da mcm hape hape daaa . 
saje na suh korang korang fening fening . saje saje . padan muke . 0_o
ok . mari mari ber break1st bersama roti made in unimart . 
ok adios . :)

Monday, January 17, 2011

Entry Gedix

ok . suda fall in love already dgn lecturer mgt160 . gorges ! 
saya ngntok pon buley celik bagai tahu miss (actly mem) .
syg lah na panggil mem . ta expect pon miss or mem when i saw u at da 1st sight .
cheeyyyy . da mcm love story .
plan'n for this CNY ! wow ! ta saba saba giler na mati .
start'n from teeetttt then up until teeettttt right kak ina ? dlm m'sia jer for sure.
kak ina itulah makcik aku yg sgt satu kepale . nasib dier da married . 
kebosanan beliau amat saya hargai . dan saya pertimbangkan by accompany her :p
ape ape pon . till da pictures ade baru ade evidence right ?
post entry jer ta achi lah ! cakap ta serupa bikin . uuppppssss :p
hape seyh cakap banyak banyak . t ade yg kene banned lak .
ok rutin bermula mcm biase . tp lebih active skang . harus !
for "both" of u . saya just mau awk hapy hapy saja . :)
entry kali nie mcm harok siket . cz no point actly .
pape pon . hopefully, plan for this midterm break na berjinak dgn fixies bike menjadik .
Mr. Occupied actly i need ur help . haha :p kene mention ! berkat*
Thaipusam ? haha :D jom batu caves ramai ramai . berstunt lah ! 
cakap m'sia boley ? ape ade hal . haha :D
ok ok . stop until then . udah udah lo . 
then , make sure u 'girl' dun act too much . cz u did look alike jerk .
sumpah menyampah ! jgn macem macem lah ! ta mara pon . tp middle finger lah ! 
u did matang dari aku . so , malu lah budak budak warn veteren . 
t org cakap hape pulak attitude veteren . keep an i of urself je :p
budi bahasa budaya kita . eerrrkkkkk =.=' . da bermadah bagai . haha . lolx .
ok . daaa ~

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Please

i can't pretend it anymore .
yes . i do mean it . i'm sorry for what stupid attempt before .
it's just for and only . 
even do i keep myself busy with things to do .
but everytime i pause , i still think of u . 
no doubt .
i hope that u can always find a reason to smile .
yes do i too . 
both of us .
even though u want me to act like we've never knew ,
u want to forget ,
then pretend we've never met ,
and i've tried and i've tried ,
but haven't yet ...
know what ?
then after all u walk by ,
and i fall to pieces . 
then somebody asked me ,
how was great if we should love Him (The Creator) equally ?
then , the answer for sure .
but here i just wanna u to know that ,
if some one asked me if i missed u .
i didn't answer . silent .
i just closed my eyes and walk away .
and then i deeply whispered ;
"yes . so much"

Monday, January 10, 2011

Oh Menyesal !

sangat sangat menyesal ok .
tp da happened , so ,
 ta buley na ckp ape ape da .
just move forward . argh !
so now , ape yg baik saya just follow . 
rase mcm going to b a bad manner for me . avoid !
just na suggestion dari kawan kawan .
so , i need to post . 
kalau malas bace pon tape . 
(gigit bibir)
dulu saya drop acc107
 cz takot dgn pack jadual.
kantoi lak pemalas* :P
tapi now , uitm da standardize acc107 going to b acc106 .
ah come on !
bape kerat jer nanti ade dlm kelas ? ?
tadi 1st time saya attend tht class . heeeeee .
sebap baru register ok .
guess what ? only two of us . argh !
the rest ta tahu dlm kelas mane .
he's part 2 student . buss course . friendly . 
tp part dier tnyer nape drop ? gagap terus . =.='
kiteorg tadi dlm kelas 2 org jer . (kene cekup baru tahu)
borak borak . ta tahu na ckp ape . 
last last blaa jer . hmmmm .
so , kwn kwn , here i just wanna ask .
is that just move on ? 
or need to find another class that gonna help me then ?
or is that right to have it this sem ?
dear friends ,
i am totally in a deep regret .
thanks for da read'n n thanks for da view'n .

   

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Today / 9th

nothing more up then ,
semalam pegi UPM , actly for those anak joho only .
ape de hell . . . (berani berani pon malu jgk)
the program entitled "Race To The Future" .
dpt tahu lah a bit pasal political view , how to unite Malaysian , dan bnyk lah .
dgr ucapan dari Tan Sri Ibrahim Syah , tokoh yg perjuangkan hak Melayu .
then , i've know yg kite actly when we'r deeply in knowledge baru boley 'bersuara' .
bersemangat jgk lah !
dlm talk Tan Sri , mmg dier seorang yg banyak pengalaman .
towards his words every inch ,
org yg banyak melihat dan membaca , dgn org yg berpengalaman melalui .
it's totally a major diff part .
n now , eager giler na find out buku Word On Fire. (betul , ta tipu)
part yg paling best ialah at the end .
capturing pic together , karoke dlm bus (giler sengal) ,
main 'sep sep sep mie mie mie' , lepak kfc ,
lawan mkn fried fries , usik ustad :p .
everything lah !
even mcm sakai jer ,
tp aku tahu tiap kwn kwn aku yg attended themselves there da ader semangat baru .
kan kan kan ? ? (dan dan jer)
penat semalam smpai aku tido pon ta perasan lappy still on .
siap still on9 lagi . haiiiiihhhh !
ape ape pon .
i'm proud i'm Malaysian .
and that's my biggest pride .
terima kasih .

#those got all da  pics , then upload it later on k .
  entry bosan sebap tade pics merangsang . haha

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

2011

it's going to be hard for this year .
yeah ! i do that one .
'bout da subject than goes to people around .
i need some essential afterward i gain back soon .
there's nothing here unless i need to struggle back .
damn fool ! that's no doubt*
why do i never did this from da start before ?
by da way , where's a way there's a will .
it's only deeply in here , here , in my deeply soul .
never faced it to crowd .
trust me !
they laugh , while they pretend having and sharing .
i need all da what i never have before .
need all .
i'll promise i'll be better . please .
bless me then the One .
always accompany me  further to da right path .
then i'll slowly do too .
God will'n*

:)