Tuesday, November 29, 2011

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You can't make someone love you, 
all you can do is be someone who can be loved, 
the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.
:)

Monday, November 28, 2011

Yuna - Penakut

Tak semua kau rancang akan berlaku
Mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku
Entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta
Mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja

Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil baginya
Ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku
Ini tidak adil untuk engkau bertanya jika aku mencintaimu juga
Tidak adil tidak adil baginya

Kau tak penah cuba memahami aku
Cinta kau ucap kau tak penah engkau tunjuk
Dan bila tiba saat ku kehilangan
Beban yang tak penah kau cuba ringankan

Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil baginya
ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku
ini tidak adil untuk engkau bertanya jika aku mencintaimu juga
Kau bukan milikku

Dan aku memang penakut
Mengakui cinta kepadamu
Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
Bila bersamamu

Kau bukan milikku
Dan engkau pun tahu
Kau bukan milikku

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Almost

I have always, essentially, been waiting. Waiting to become something else, waiting to be that person I always thought I was on the verge of becoming, waiting for that life I thought I would have. In my head, I was always one step away. In high school, I was biding my time until I could become the college version of myself, the one my mind could see so clearly. In college, the post-college “adult” person was always looming in front of me, smarter, stronger, and more organized. For many years, literally, I have waited to become the thin version of myself, because that’s when life will really begin. And through all that waiting, here I am. My life is passing, day by day, and I am waiting for it to start. I am waiting for that time, that person, that event when my life will finally begin. I am good at waiting. That seemed like a sad thing to be good at. And I’m waiting to fly really far. Uncounted distance. I’m waiting that perfect time. Then, no more to be wait for. Because that is hard being left behind. It's hard to be the one who stays.


Thank you Allah.